Something is new!
Something is different.
What is going on? What has changed?
My Life !!! My life has changed dramatically since August 10th, 2013!! Many years ago I was slowly changing many areas in my life. This was very new and quite scary for me. I was resisting the feelings and pain from the past.
My story starts back in February of 2007. I started a new job right after graduating from college with my Bachelors in Social Work (BSW). I was introduced to my co-workers and I was really drawn to one specific person. Not only was she very friendly and she really seemed to know a lot about the area she worked in but there was something else that interested me. As I got to know her more and more I grew more interested in what made her so special. She loved Jesus and followed him all day every day. I used to tell her that she scared me because I didn’t know anything about Jesus!! We still laugh at that today:)
She not only became a great friend but an amazing part of my families life. My husband also saw something special in her which if you know my husband that is pretty amazing. My daughters adored her. There was just something very special about her. As she spent a large amount of time with us we realized that she was an angel sent by God. (Those are my husbands words!!!)
I believe he sent her to our family for a reason!!
My husband was very interested in learning more about God and the amazing things that God could do in his life. Our angel, as I will call our friend, was a huge support to him. He became to know God and was reading the Bible and going to Church and even attended a men’s retreat!! Now please know that this was huge. He doesn’t do that kind of thing. At one point many years ago, my husband told me that he didn’t know if he believed in God.
I really wanted what she had and what my husband was finding but didn’t know how to get it. I started reading the Bible a little and really wanted to find a Church that was right for me and our family. We checked out a few but was not really feeling connected to any of them.
Long story short (well shorter anyway)! Our dear friend met one of our close friends (which was a very interesting journey) but now they have been married for 2 years and have 2 beautiful children. He is in the military so they were transferred to another state. This made our family very sad as we knew we would not see them as much as we had. With that said, I was not strong enough in my faith to continue to support my husband in his new journey and we didn’t have any other friends that were active Christians so my husband didn’t really stick with God like he had been.
Life moved on and I still felt a longing to be closer to God but didn’t really know how to build my relationship. I was also beginning to understand some of the issues from my past. I believe that I was trying to find something and going about it in all the wrong ways possible. I am realizing that I had been searching for God way back then but didn’t really know what I was looking for.
Last summer, my daughter (13 at the time) and I were trying to find a church we liked so we checked out a Non-Denominational Bible Church just up the road from our house and I instantly fell in love with it. I felt like I belonged there and that God was reaching out to me! Also to find out they had a very active youth group. I told my daughter to go check it out and she was hooked!! She has rarely missed a night in the last year and she has become a wonderful young woman who follows Jesus and is making huge changes to her life.
Shortly after finding our church I heard of an event that was going to take place right in our little Iowa town. I was excited about it right away. I was going to go! Then life took over and I decided not to go. Then I came across the flyer again and got excited and felt like I should really go. Then Satan attached and told me that I didn’t know anyone that was going and I would be afraid to go myself and so on and so on!! Then for the third time it was put in front of my again. I saw on Facebook that a friend (whom I didn’t know was a Christian) was also going so I talked to her and she said I could sit with her and her family.
I was scared but decided at the very last minute to go. I really felt like God was telling me to go. So August 10th came and I went to the event. It was an all day event with a wonderful meal and some amazing stories!! I met some really awesome people. That day my life was forever changed!!!
I have NEVER felt God’s presence so strong in my life! He wanted me to go to that event and meet those amazing people and hear their stories so he could soften my heart!! It is hard to explain what happened to me that day so the best way I can express it is to say I was saved or born again on August 10th, 2013. My journey started in 2007 and (because I am slow) I found the right path in 2013!!
And so my Journey continues each and every day.
Now I read my Bible daily, I pray all the time, I attend Bible study with two of the most amazing women I know and I seek God in all I do. This is not an easy journey but the best one I have been on.
There are many areas of my life that I am working to improve and to do according to the Bible! It will not happen overnight and I realize that but I am working each day to live right!! I want to raise my children in a Christian home and teach them the things God wants them to know.
God is so amazing and we must listen to him! Don’t be afraid! Listen to God. It is not easy to follow the right path at times but in the end it will be more than worth it!!
Tell me about your story. This is the first time I wrote my journey out on paper (or a computer) and it feels really good to share. I want to hear from you. Have you found the right path? Have you been saved or born again? Do you hear God speaking to you? Please share in the comments or send me a personal message!!! God Bless you each and every day:)